Our Love..

Yesterday was awesome....
Words can't describe how yesterday was....


Dear Lisa, 
I had a great time with her yesterday, we wished that the moment would never end, but you know what they say, nothing last forever. How nice it is if you could have join us, be with us and get crazy with us.....but no matter how much i wish for that to happen, there's not a single force in the world that could bring you back.. I hope your okay there and i pray the best for you.
I waited for my angle to decent from above, i waited long but it was worthed. She approached me with her angelic face and goddess figure. I was dumbfounded, stunt and completely starstrucked. It takes more than words to describe how my gorgeous Sara was, that lovely morning. The veils of the morning and the illuminating rays of sunlight just can't deny the beauty of her mesmerising wonder. Her beauty is my addiction and i can never get enough of this girl of mine.
She got her owned taste of fashion which impressed me because she kept herself naturally updated. It got me pondering that will there be any other girl in this world like her? I realised that everything i ever needed was catered to me by my one and only girl. She's everything inside of me that i wish i could be; she said all the right words at exactly the right time and she knows best on how to please me in a way that no one can.
We watched 'Hantu Kak Limah Balik Rumah'- Another Malaysian movie directed by Mamat Khalid with the genre of thriller and comedy. I find it hard to concentrate on that movie because her face seems to be so heart-warming and was the only thing i ever want to look at. I was telling myself that if possible, i don't even want to blink just so i can gaze at your face without missing a thing. 
She was a bit jumpy and scared when the scary parts came out and it made more and more in love with her as it portrays her untouched feminism and the soft and loving instinct of hers. The movie was awesome but she was out of this world. Her voice was music to my ears and lullaby to my dreams; so soft that it could melt my heart that easily; so tempting that it made me just want to hold her tight and never let go. 
We got out and take some photos, it was wacky and all but still nice....
That was how it went Lisa....

I love you my SARA ....

Recovering

It's been 3 days since your gone but i'll live for now. It was kind of hard to loose you but i realised that there's nothing i could do about it. If it is time, then there's nothing in this world can stop it from happening. No matter how much i hated it, i just have to let you go. I can't do much but i'll pray for you and give as much Al-Fatihah to you as i possibly can.

Though i still think of you, dream of you and feel you......guess i just really really miss you. But i have to move on now, the world ain't going to wait for me. You didn't get to live your life here but i sure pray the very best for you up there. Don't worry Lisa, i don't have any vengeance on you, I forgave you a long time ago.

You know what they say, things happen for a reason .......and as for me, i learned a lot. Lisa, your lost taught me a lot; It reminds me that we don't stay here forever so we might as well prepare; It taught me to love and let go, to lost someone you love and also made me grow up and braces for what the world had prepared for me.
Sooner or later, i'll join you there, just wait for me. .